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i am so mad. there is a concert in san francisco coming up. it's one of my favorite bands. tickets went on sale at 10am this morning, but i was in lab. they sold out in less than a minute. i knew this would happen. my sister agreed last night to try to get them for me. i was supposed to get four, which was the ticket limit. when my sister went to buy them, the limit changed to two. they were sold out once she got the two.

i have two tickets to an amazing show. these tickets are selling on ebay now for over $200. i was supposed to get a ticket for erin, her boyfriend, robin, and me. i have been stressing about what to do all day. when i found out my sister only got two, i was still in my lab. i said to my friends, "i guess i just won't go." deepa told me i have to go. i am the one who paid for them and i am the one who managed to get them. she suggested i just take james. it's a good idea, but i felt like i should have erin go because i know it means a lot to her. so on my way home from school, i had resolved to tell robin and erin. i know robin wanted to go, but wouldn't be crushed if she didn't get to. so i was thinking ok. erin and i can go and it will be fun.

i got home and i told erin. her response was "i'm giving my ticket to joe." so now i basically have to give mine up to. i mean. i am not interested in going with him. i can give mine to robin, but it's not like she wants to go with joe either. so i am just really sad. i had the option to choose my boyfriend over my friend. i could have just told all of them that i didn't get any tickets at all. james and i could have gone and it would have been fine, BUT i decided to choose my best friend. she didn't choose the same. i don't feel like something so stupid shoud ruin a friendship, but i'm not very happy right now.