bleh.

it's almost 2am. i've been studying all night. i just want to get in bed and fall asleep now.
but i still have another chapter to go over.
blah. bleh. blewy.
time for a break.

james is sick today. it was one of those things that happens to me sometimes... you are sitting in class and you can literally feel yourself descend into sickness. i hadn't ever had that happen until college. the first time was at a review for an organic chem test and the second was earlier this semester in molecular bio. seriously, it's so strange. you arrive feeling ok, tired and unmotivated maybe, but otherwise fine. and then BAM... you just feel it come over you. i know it doesn't sound that odd, but trust me it's different than the normal descent.

i feel kind of bad because i made him go to photography tonight and it turned out to be a really long [and boring] class. he kept whispering "i hate you" to me. haha.

otherwise, i really don't have much to write about. my parents are going to vegas later this week. i don't even like vegas all that much, but i am really jealous of them. ha. i just want to be anywhere but here. plus they will get to see my brother and sister-in-law and i miss them a lot.

another thing i really miss is disneyland. i've been wanting to go there for the longest time now. we just went in january, but i've been wanting to go back for some reason. i guess it's just that whole needing to get away thing, and at disneyland i really feel like i am away... since it's kind of surreal.

ok. well i am blabbing here. so i guess i'll get back to work now. :-/