frustrated.sad.blah.

just need to vent a little bit.

so james really likes going out. i really like staying home. generally, it's fine. we compromise sometimes and go along with what the other wants to do. and other times, we just do our own thing. but tonight... i wanted him to compromise for me and just come over and hang out with me. my sister is leaving in the morning, and even though i'm going to see her in a week, tonight i'm pretty stinking sad about the fact that she's actually moving. like i said... normally, i don't mind when james and i do our own thing, and tonight maybe i'm overreacting a little bit... but i'm upset that he didn't want to be with me tonight. and i thought that if i just wrote it out, it would help me feel better, but now i'm just getting more sad. :/

i tried to be productive tonight to take my mind off everything. tried to do the darejack, but tore up the page. tried to scrap some other stuff, but just wasn't feeling it. so i resorted to laundry. it's a mess. i gathered up everything and threw it in the laundry room to sort. i have 4, maybe even 5 loads to do. ack. so i've done two... now comes the battle of sorting it and putting it all away. :/

i also cleaned out my room tonight and vacuumed it. [for the record, i don't like the way vacuum is spelled. it's just awkward.] so my room is clean, and looking pretty good. the only problem is that by cleaned out... i mean threw everything out into the hall. so now i have a big mess out there to sort through. and the pessimistic side of me is thinking... well now that my sister is moving out, i'll be all alone down here so it won't even matter that it's messy. :/

tomorrow we're having a breakfast before my sister leaves. then i need to go to macy's. still haven't made my return. and a little retail therapy might be nice.

i hope everyone enjoys the weekend.

[and just for fun.]