san antonio day 1.

i'm here in san antonio.
i didn't get to go to sleep before i had to catch my flight, so that was a bad start to things.
now i just want to be home.
i'm having a hard time getting into this whole thing... i feel bad complaining about it because it should be an amazing experience. but yeah. i'm just not feeling it today.

it doesn't help that i feel like i turned in something that was far from my best work for my thesis rough draft. i wanted to have a good rough draft, but i got to stressed out and behind on getting ready for this trip that i ended up not having enough time to do my best work. :/

i'm also just really anxious and stressed because i have a met reg quiz on monday that i would like to do well on, but i won't have time to study for it. why? because i have to read odd women for core humanities and get my ethics notebook ready to turn in on monday.

so yeah. right now i wish i was at home. i just would be feeling so much less stressed about school. plus it's deepa's birthday and i just called james and *everyone* is out at dinner. all the biochem friends, and all of james' and howie's friends... it sounded like they were having so much fun, which just made it even harder to be missing out.

ok. well i'm tired. i haven't slept in 2 days now and this whole week i've been getting minimal sleep because of so many other assignments and presentations. so yeah. goodnight. hopefully tomorrow i will wake up with a new/better attitude.

p.s. i forgot my camera cord, so i won't be able to share any photos until i get home.