is anyone else scared of infinity?

like the ocean. oh my goodness. if you know me, you know i love the ocean... but it's infinite appearance is pretty scary to my mind.

so the other day, my dad mentioned that he watched the show about the end of the world on the history channel. i had seen it advertised, but knew it was bound to freak me out, so i didn't watch it.

until tonight. and now there is no way i can fall asleep. seriously.
i was doing some research so i could post for my evolution discussion, and i came across the video here. i knew what it was and thought i could handle it after hearing my dad talk about it. so i watched. it's really very interesting, but i hate the unsettling feeling that the closer leaves in my stomach. basically there is no hope. one day the universe will just be gone. ack.

still. i'm glad i watched it. lots of cool science talk going on. and it actually made me not loathe physics quite so much. ha. i just wish i wouldn't have watched it before i need to go to bed. ah well.

i think i'm going to go browse etsy for cute things to help ease my mind.
like this.
and this.
or this.
off i go.
goodnight.