blah.

feeling totally blah tonight.
just ready for j to come home mostly.
but there are other little things getting in my head, heart, and under my skin.

i'm debating between calling it a night and just going to bed or trying a little art session.
the problem is that if my art session is unsuccessful, it will only lead to more frustration and more of this blah feeling.
and i can't find my canvas paper in the mess that is supposed to be my studio. ughhh.

otherwise. i've been listening to "chasing pavement" by adele on repeat tonight.
hard to say if it's helping or hindering my mood, but i can't help but push the replay button every time the song finishes.

that's all for now. :/

eta one hour later: i grabbed a piece of 4x6 photo paper and played around for a bit. i guess the art session was tiny bit of a success. my mood has already slightly improved just because of the fact that i now have paint under my nails. :]