ack.

tonight i saw public enemies with radhika for a tnmn. i had actually wanted to see the taking of pelham 123 because it will be out of the theaters here by the end of the week. but when i arrived at the theater, james and radhika told me it wasn't playing. i don't know... maybe they just didn't want to see it. ha. so we went to dinner, and then radhika and i went to public enemies instead. james decided to go home because it was getting too late and he was already feeling tired.
anyway. back to the movie...
obviously, i knew how it would end since it's based on a true story and all. so i tried to prepare myself for it as best i could. i actually thought i had done a pretty good job. and throughout the movie, i stayed calm and never got too worked up over it. [i tried to just focus on the goodness of johnny depp. ha.]
still. tonight i'm just feeling uneasy. my stomach actually hurts, and i just feel way too anxious. i can't calm myself down, and i definitely can't sleep. i know this is my usual reaction to the d word, and this is why i avoid certain movies.
i just really like happy endings, and you know... this one doesn't really fall into that category. i wanted to like the movie. i was excited about it based on the previews. but i hate this feeling i'm left with now.

so since i'm wide awake, paying for my mistake tonight, i might try to make a layout with the june studio calico kit since the july kit will be here soon. i found a photo that i printed a while back, but i'm not having tons of luck with it so far. hopefully something will work out, and i'll be able to get some sleep tonight.