missing out.

my sisters have been sending me iphone photos to remind me that they miss me. i think they are also letting me know what i'm missing out on by not being in denver.

during my last visit, my grandpa was telling my grandma it was time to get rid of that little doll bed. she really wanted to keep it. i'm guessing that victoria was glad that grandma put up a fight. :]
the first two were sent by katie and the last one was sent by amanda.

i wasn't going to mention this, but here goes...
i spent about 6 hours last night having breakdown number three [or was it number four?] of this week. i didn't take the pcat today. i was very conflicted about my choice, but after two long conversations with katie and my dad, i came to a my final decision. i'm not quite at peace with it yet, just writing this is making my eyes fill with tears again. but it really only eliminates one school from my list of potential schools. if none of the other options work out, then it wasn't meant to be this time. eventually i will find my way to the right path.
i mentioned two posts ago how thankful i am to have james to understand and support me. i'm also immensely thankful to have such a wonderful family who reassures me and sheds new light on tough situations. what would i do without my dad's ability to make me laugh in the middle of hysterical tears? :]

p.s. happy birthday to my brother today! i definitely wish i could be there to celebrate with everyone.