:/

i need to see this.

and just get away for a bit.

a.s.a.p.


i can't sleep tonight.
i think i'm just too anxious about tomorrow. i have a quiz in met reg, a quiz in core humanities, and since i'll be gone on tuesday, i have to take my two quizzes for my education class tomorrow as well. none of them are particularly hard, but i'm just not prepared for them. i tried studying for met reg and nothing would stick. i just couldn't make sense of my notes. i tried reading for my education quizzes, but the chapters are just so far from interesting. and there is really no way to prepare for core humanities. so all this leaves me with anxiety, which is leaving me unable to sleep.
so frustrating.

plus, james has a big anatomy lab quiz on tuesday, a mircobiology exam on tuesday, and an anatomy exam on thursday. so i am feeling anxiety for him too. he doesn't really get stressed out like i do over school stuff. he just works as hard as he can and leaves it at that. i wish i could be more like that. but instead... i just double my anxiety by worrying about him too. grr.

so i'm trying to get excited about my trip to memory trends, but i feel like i have so much to get through before i leave that it's just hard to be excited right now. :/ as much as i love that i'm getting to go... all this stress almost isn't worth it. i guess i'll see how it turns out though. hopefully it'll be a cool experience.

now if i can just find some way to make my heart stop racing so i can fall asleep.