eek.

ok. well i'm about to leave for the airport.
still having anxiety, but mostly just for the flight now.

i managed to get everything done yesterday. i even finished reading the two chapters for education and was done with the quizzes by 7pm. [and i got 100% on both. woo whoo.] i was sort of thinking i would just have to take them without reading, but my ethics class got out early, so i had some extra time before going to my work to pick up my plane ticket.

everything always works out, right?
but i still *always* get really bad anxiety when i have too much going on, or something big going on.
and let me just say, it's really not fun living with seemingly perpetual anxiety.
yesterday in my core humanities class, my professor was talking about machiavelli and his thesis. my heart started racing as soon and the word "thesis" came out of his mouth. i have my first draft due on nov. 2nd, and just before i went to that class, a bunch of the biochemers and i were talking about how we need to start writing. ack.

well anyway. a couple things i am looking forward to at memory trends:
hambly booth.
three new scenic route lines.
hambly booth.
hambly booth.

ha. the only thing is that i am wearing dumb shoes today. and i'm not changing them. i know i will come home with terribly sore feet and possibly a few blisters. but they're really cute. and the pants i'm wearing require flat, cute shoes. [even if they aren't too good for walking.] i'm mostly just writing that to myself, so that when i come home and want to complain, i can say to myself "i told you so." ha.

ok. i better leave. i always get to the airport ridiculously early, so i'm trying not to be as early today... but the anxious side of me won't let me delay any longer. :]